For instance, the constant "nagging" of my properties up in Humboldt are all ELECTRICAL issues. Those who knew Larry well, understood his inate ability to "fix things" especially electrical wiring. With each house we ever built in our lifetime, he had to go through the house and take pictures of the wiring in each wall in each room before the sheet rock went up. I don't know why...it's just one of those idiosyncrasies that you accept when you love someone.
So...my house has been rented for the last two years. Since it has been rented, the electrical panel on the fancy and expensive dishwasher (a Thermador) has gone out. The electrical outlets in one bedroom have gone out. The fuse went "kaput" on the central air conditioner. A rat chewed through the wiring on the jacuzzi bathtub. And finally, the beautiful Dacor convection oven element has gone out. (My poor renters have been without an oven for months). An even bigger challenge is trying to find someone up there who will drive the 100 miles each way to repair any of these items, as there is no skilled talent in Southern Humboldt County. It usually takes two trips because the electrician may not be familiar with the brand. Ask any do-it-yourself handyman...they say it takes on average at least three trips to the hardware store for any project and the nearest hardware store is 18 miles over a mountain from the house.
To continue in this discussion of amusement, during the same two years, the Post Office lights (we inherited fives years ago) have had to be replaced - in pairs. Two here, two there, and now there are four that need complete replacement. And the air conditioner also blew up and had to be replaced (it was old...very old) last year.
So where am I going with this? Let's get back to the Laws of Attraction. It is said that "when you ask it is given"...posted in the bible, talked about by many new-age leaders, and of course, Oprah pushed the book with the same title, written by Esther and Jerry Hicks. So my question to the universe is....even though my love, Larry, is gone...did he manifest the worries of electrical issues and pass them onto me? Why are they still happening? He was so finicky about electrical work. I met him at college and he was a mechanical engineering student...but that changed along the way. He took electrician classes at LMC in Pittsburg and even took the electrical apprentice exams held by the Electrical Union in Contra Costa decades ago. Is his frustration regarding electricity still manifesting? Is it manifesting through me?
So in closing, I'd like to send messages to the beyond. Enough already. I love you, but I don't need these silly and needless challenges to remind me of you. I love you, it's okay, things are being handled. I send these direct words to the vibration that is receiving them, and perhaps the challenges will go away.
For those who think I've lost it...I haven't. It is just my way of accepting "what is" and trying not to get frustrated, hurried, or concerned...because these little distractions are just that....distractions. I'm thankful that I can rant about them and voice the finality of it. So in the meantime - as I look at the photo above...a symbol of quiet tranquility...I'm putting in my request that I don't need any more distractions or challenges, and I am so very grateful for what I have and what is coming to me. It's time to breathe and be silent and be electrical nuisance free. Namaste.